We have decided after a lot of tears and a lot of talking and even more talking, the decision had been made to attempt to make a rainbow.
For those who maybe confused I quote….
“Rainbow Babies” is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn’t mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds. Storm clouds may still hover but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of colour, energy and hope.”
We’d always spoke of another child (my would be 4th), and given how close I was with being seriously ill, this is a decision so full of so many emotions, though not which one to pick.So here we are stepping back onto another roller-coaster, not sure how high or how fast, or when it’ll be time to come off. We will only but see.
Walk in my shoes, before judging what I choose……
In other news,edging closer to loosing my first stone! So far have lost half a stone! A long way to go but worth it! Excuse for shopping!
Finding myself again As said in my previous blog I have been writing a journal-Butterflies and Snowdrops, close to completion…(if it’ll ever be complete). With a view to publish one day, keeps the mind “busy”.
So now I have the writing bug, am writing my first novel (planning a couple), which I am very excited about, but is in the very early stages..watch this space. I want my family to be proud of the person I’m aiming to be….
What or how? I’m still looking….