#MayWeAllHeal…Day Twenty – Reflection

Day Twenty

I’m not really sure about this one, as for me looking back, the only thing I would do differently.
Would be to have our daughter survive.
To have learned more about everything…EVERYTHING that happens in the NICU. 
Asked even more questions, to have gotten to the hospital sooner.
So many things I wish I could have done differently. 
Forever wishing.
I have met so many people on this journey, hate that we’re on this journey, that we met because our children died. 
But I feel so incredibly honoured to have these women in my life. 
Looking back they’re one of the reasons I was able to carry on. 
I very much wish that things were different. 
I wish Melody had survived, I wish I knew why she hadn’t.

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