What do you want to let go of on this journey of grief?
Is it fear?
All these guilty things I feel
I sometimes wish I could get some kind of release from them.
But sometimes I feel I need to blame myself in some way to help me through it.
We never had a Post mortem as we wanted her left alone, this is something
I regret one day and not the next.
So many what if’s
So many buts and maybes.
But most I can live with as it helps me feel closer to Melody without her being physically here with us.